Emma Bolden
Melancholy Inside Gardens
 This sadness doesn’t curl inside the fact 
 that the blossoms will die so much 
 as the fact that they have blossomed, and here, 
 in spring honey-hot, sifting pollen into 
 the opened bowls of such yellows. Into 
 the center where sweetness is held 
 they gather a landscape of blurs. This sadness 
 isn’t what we’re allowed, which is to see 
 in glimpses only, but that we are allowed to see
 any of an all. The hummingbird thrum 
 of wing. Sun and its punishments of light. Sky 
 and its freezing, impenetrable as blue.

I Was a Bad Child and I Was a Match
 And then the brute interruption of spirit.  
 Desire and fire licked the walls clean.  
 There were words and they kept offering 
 themselves. There were, of course, ways to say.  
 I told myself to feel and then I felt a little like 
 feeling. I had stowed myself so carefully far 
 in some compartment hinged of muscle, doored 
 of bone. I knew all beginnings were subtle. 
 The choice I made was not a choice. I told myself 
 any beauty is home. The convex blush 
 of impatiens. Stole, mink, and fur. Hair 
 ribbon and velvet, sherbet, lace, I 
 told myself any end is a beauty. I told 
 myself. There’s world and word in ash.

Melancholy Inside Cockpits
 Though the newsrooms say we should consider
 the control room unoccupied, the captain
 isn’t calling. He quits. He is totally over 
 the loudspeaker. He is playing 
 a harmonica. He is wearing his new yellow 
 sweater. The bronze wings he pinned
 there flew away and took the tiny
 alligator with them. Reporters ask summer
 about the nests it wears as earrings.  
 Reporters ask winter, Why all the ice? 
 The captain whispers an avalanche. 
 The captain holds his hands 
 between the blades of a fan. He’s boiling
 an octopus with an eraser. He’s a protest against 
 the latest inoculations. He is an organization 
 of force. Reporters ask, More light? The captain
 hears lime. He hears the peel and not the seeds.
 He hears the landscape like he hears his own teeth.

We Are Going To Have This Conversation.
 It starts with speaking. Pay attention. 
 Yes, there are teeth tucked into these bones. 
 I am going to say We have to talk. Then we will 
 talk until one of us says Well what else do you have
to say. I’ll push air around in the room 
 of my mouth. This will make one of the following 
 sounds: until then, without, facetious, design. 
 This would be a good time to use 
 your hands as napkins.  This would be 
 a good time to turn your feet into swans.
 
Emma Bolden is the author of Maleficae, a book-length series of poems about the witch trials in early modern Europe (GenPop Books, 2013), and medi(t)ations, a book-length poem forthcoming from Noctuary Press. She’s also the author of four chapbooks of poetry — How to Recognize a Lady  (part of Edge by Edge, Toadlily Press); The Mariner’s Wife (Finishing Line Press); The Sad Epistles (Dancing Girl Press); and This Is Our Hollywood (in The Chapbook) – and one of nonfiction – Geography V (Winged City Press).  Her work has appeared in such journals as The Rumpus, Prairie Schooner, Conduit, the Indiana Review, Harpur Palate, the Greensboro Review, Redivider, Verse, Feminist Studies, The Journal, Guernica, and Copper Nickel.  She was the winner of the 2014 Barthelme Prize for Short Prose from Gulf Coast Magazine, the Spoon River Poetry Review’s 2014 Editor’s Prize Contest, and the Press 53/Prime Number Magazine 2014 Award for Flash Nonfiction. Her work was chosen for inclusion in Best Small Fictions 2015 and Best American Poetry 2015.  
Emma Bolden at Best American Poetry (book preview and interview)
Emma Bolden at Argus House Press






Wonderful, dark poems.
Great stuff Emma, and congrats on all your success…. – (@emotionalorphan)
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